R for raymond...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAYMOND LAM !!!happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to raymond,
happy birthday to you!
祝林峰生日快乐:)
8DECEMBER2009-30yrs old
1:31 AM // Out of the darkness and into the sun
Have i grown mature !?
Today is my third day of work. Btw im currently working at popular under multi-media. & im glad i actually learn alot of things :)At first not very familiar wif the job:
-new environment!
-no friends...
-FIRST JOB^^
But found tat the 'head' there is very flexible and quite kind. But legs are aching cos stand for long hrs. haha. Yesterday is the worst. Work from 10.30am to 10pm. Work finish still must sweep the place. Reach home already wan 11pm le. Exhuasted sia...But im quite happy cos i got things to do, dun need slack at home. haha. but then sometimes at there oso very free cos multi-media does not have alot of customers.
First day of work very nervous but then adora,took kee and gladys came and find me.So i very happy. haha. Jie wei wanted to come but too far. Anyway, i can sense her thoughts! (did i express it correctly?)haha.
Yesterday saw my neighbour.
Today, my aunt and counsins came. haha.
My mum says ppl go out work le will become more sensible and mature. So did i ???
Hope tat i can continue tis job and do it very well :)
Friday(11dec) afternoon going wif jw&friens to watch new moon.
evening goin wif my FAMILY including counsins... to cruise until 13dec ^^
5:43 AM // Out of the darkness and into the sun
Watching hi my sweetheart now. Its such a nice show and i cant wait for the next episode!!!
Jie wei, louise, took kee and gladys came to my house today. Actually at my house nothing to do. I bet they are very bored. haha. Talk awhile. Went to play mahjong. Jie wei was so funny when playing mahjong. The whole day keep saying 严重 ! lol. So funny. After that when took kee come, she became my disciple. haha. She was such a fast learner. SO glad i have become a shifu. Dinner eat at my house. so ps didnt cook enough for them. In the end, took kee and louise had to keep instant noodles. After eating dinner, we still have to go to 7 eleven to buy food to eat cos still not full. From there, louise went home while the rest came bak my hse. Play taidi until 8plus took kee went home. Then me, jie wei and gladys watch the 9oclock new show. Gladys went home first while jie wei was the last. haha. so ps nvr accompany jw to bus stop.
jie wei and louise dye their hair. so cool. but louise is more obvious.
Im glad i had this bunch of friends................................
我将会好好地珍稀这一段得来不易的友宜!宾:)
11:27 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun
FAMILY DAY :)
WOW!
Dustbin
half eaten steamed egg...
-cheesy prawn-
"i look lyk a hamster!"
Yummy Yummy~
friut punch
abalone in green bowl^^
sharkfin wor~
{FORBIDDEN to remember, terrified to forget, it was a hard line to walk. }
-Dad didnt work today so wanted to go for a morning jog but my sis and i did not wan to wake up, wanted to 赖床.-went to Eunos for job interview yesterday. Quite nervous at first and the female interviewer look very fierce! I guess my performance was bad so i shall start looking other jobs first cos i have no confidence tat they will call me :/
-After the interview, we went to NOVENA for dinner. Ate at VIENNA which was a buffet restaurant. It has nice ambience and the food was srumptious. It has a huge variety of food and we ate for a full 2hrs. It was worthwhile and after tat the four of us (dad,mum,sis and me) think tat our stomach is bursting le. Then shop at United Square. Alot of shop sell children's stuff and alot of game stuff. I WANT TO BUY PSP or NINTENDO DS ! In the end, dad dun allow. Finally managed to buy the hard disk for our x.box 360 which cost $70plus. Damn ex-
-took 21 and headed home to watch 学警出更and蓝球火.
11:53 AM // Out of the darkness and into the sun
不舍的离别...
Woke up at 6am tis morning. Went to potong pasir to meet took kee @7am but was late. haha. Then at lavender mrt, met jie wei, who was in a hurry.In the train, did not really communicate wif JW, feel so awkward cos too long didnt see her. haha.Then head to Changi Airpot to send SUSAN off.Reach aiirport. Alot of our classmates were already there and the boys dressed so formally.Saw tears in susan's eyes.Adora was late.Took pictures wif susan.ALL THE BEST TO YOU, SUSAN!Aftermath, she check in. It was indeed sad.Seeing her walking further from us.After that went for a sit wif adora, jie wei, took kee and louise. Sit there discussed where we want to go afterwards. After a long while, decided to go mac for breakfast. Louise ate pan cake while the rest of us ate apple pie. lol. except for adora nvr eat, keep thinking abt mappling! After eating, all of us went home. Reached home, went to mac AGAIN to eat lunch wif my sis. YES! My sis is back from her camp. When she saw me, she started bubbling out all the things tat happened during the camp while i told her abt the events in our hse for the past 3days. haha.
In the airport, there were so many people: locals, tourists and PRs... All of them hugging, crying, could see tat they were feeling sad at that moment. Some leave for good and vice-versa for the others. Some were force to leave while others leave willingly.Some leave S'pore wif good memories while others wif hatred, sadness... All these seems to happen at the same time. Some were dragging their feets to enter the gate while others leave briskly or rather wif pride. Like what JW had said, just one transparent window leave all of us in seperate world.
1:48 AM // Out of the darkness and into the sun
人生- 笑话?
things when break,put back together,can never be a whole again!
{人生就像笑话... ...
或者是我想太多...
很多事情都不是由我控制的.}
你说你要飞翔的自由，只不过是一个借口，我也会接受。
曾经牵着你的手，还有什么要求，我只要退在你背后。
终有一天 我会成为你最好的朋友，无理取闹也会接受，心再痛 眼泪倒流。
我不懂你的心，还要守到最后，就算爱情厌旧 从指缝溜走 擦破我双手。
你不懂我的心，有时候真的好累想不再回头 放开所有，
可惜我，一直没办法留，却也没办法走。
想找一个理由好让我转身就走。为什么这时候才发现我越恨你，我越难过？
我不懂你的心，还要守到最后。就算拥抱变旧 温度已不够 我一样温柔
你不懂我的心，尝试过一干遍写下很多理由，决定放手。
可惜我..... 一直没办法留.... 却也没办法走......
12:38 PM // Out of the darkness and into the sun
傻和蠢的距离
Had another lifeless day, AGAIN.Really feel lyk goin out.Later goin to the new shopping mall @Farrer Park wif my mum while my sis go to learn Pipa which was nearby. From tomoro till wed, my sis is having camp and juz nice tis three days, my parents are also working.Thus, i guess i will be spending the days ALONE!
To ****** :
不要再用花言巧语来骗我，被你偏第一次的时候，我一经受到教训了。所以让我来告诉你我这次不会那么蠢的。我第一次是傻。因为有人告诉过我 “傻和蠢只有一线之差”。
Why are all the things happening around me? Im really scared and fustrated about it. I seems to be alone in tis world, no one around me, only me, myself. How i wish some one could come and save me. No one seems to understand me, or maybe me, myself dont even noe who i am, what i want... So whats the point of living in such pathetic life. Who shd i trust? Who is the friend tat i trust most or shd i say who noes me the best? I think there is none. All i could do is make them feel irritated and fustrating. I guess i shall not bother them unless i m really desperated.
12:23 AM // Out of the darkness and into the sun
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