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Watching hi my sweetheart now. Its such a nice show and i cant wait for the next episode!!!

Jie wei, louise, took kee and gladys came to my house today. Actually at my house nothing to do. I bet they are very bored. haha. Talk awhile. Went to play mahjong. Jie wei was so funny when playing mahjong. The whole day keep saying 严重 ! lol. So funny. After that when took kee come, she became my disciple. haha. She was such a fast learner. SO glad i have become a shifu. Dinner eat at my house. so ps didnt cook enough for them. In the end, took kee and louise had to keep instant noodles. After eating dinner, we still have to go to 7 eleven to buy food to eat cos still not full. From there, louise went home while the rest came bak my hse. Play taidi until 8plus took kee went home. Then me, jie wei and gladys watch the 9oclock new show. Gladys went home first while jie wei was the last. haha. so ps nvr accompany jw to bus stop.
jie wei and louise dye their hair. so cool. but louise is more obvious.

Im glad i had this bunch of friends................................
我将会好好地珍稀这一段得来不易的友宜!宾:)


WOW!





Woke up at 6am tis morning. Went to potong pasir to meet took kee @7am but was late. haha. Then at lavender mrt, met jie wei, who was in a hurry.In the train, did not really communicate wif JW, feel so awkward cos too long didnt see her. haha.
Then head to Changi Airpot to send SUSAN off.Reach aiirport. Alot of our classmates were already there and the boys dressed so formally.Saw tears in susan's eyes.Adora was late.Took pictures wif susan.ALL THE BEST TO YOU, SUSAN!Aftermath, she check in. It was indeed sad.Seeing her walking further from us.After that went for a sit wif adora, jie wei, took kee and louise. Sit there discussed where we want to go afterwards. After a long while, decided to go mac for breakfast. Louise ate pan cake while the rest of us ate apple pie. lol. except for adora nvr eat, keep thinking abt mappling! After eating, all of us went home. Reached home, went to mac AGAIN to eat lunch wif my sis. YES! My sis is back from her camp. When she saw me, she started bubbling out all the things tat happened during the camp while i told her abt the events in our hse for the past 3days. haha.
In the airport, there were so many people: locals, tourists and PRs... All of them hugging, crying, could see tat they were feeling sad at that moment. Some leave for good and vice-versa for the others. Some were force to leave while others leave willingly.Some leave S'pore wif good memories while others wif hatred, sadness... All these seems to happen at the same time. Some were dragging their feets to enter the gate while others leave briskly or rather wif pride. Like what JW had said, just one transparent window leave all of us in seperate world.




Had another lifeless day, AGAIN.
Really feel lyk goin out.Later goin to the new shopping mall @Farrer Park wif my mum while my sis go to learn Pipa which was nearby. From tomoro till wed, my sis is having camp and juz nice tis three days, my parents are also working.Thus, i guess i will be spending the days ALONE!

To ****** :
不要再用花言巧语来骗我，被你偏第一次的时候，我一经受到教训了。所以让我来告诉你我这次不会那么蠢的。我第一次是傻。因为有人告诉过我 “傻和蠢只有一线之差”。

Why are all the things happening around me? Im really scared and fustrated about it. I seems to be alone in tis world, no one around me, only me, myself. How i wish some one could come and save me. No one seems to understand me, or maybe me, myself dont even noe who i am, what i want... So whats the point of living in such pathetic life. Who shd i trust? Who is the friend tat i trust most or shd i say who noes me the best? I think there is none. All i could do is make them feel irritated and fustrating. I guess i shall not bother them unless i m really desperated.

对不起，我并不知道我的所作所为会让你感到如此的厌倦，
如此得难受；痛苦，
还要你在我面前伪装自己，
对不起，我让你喘不过气。

我希望你明白，我的出发点一直以来都是单纯，简单的。我纯粹只是想站在朋友的立场来帮助你。并不是想得到回报，赞赏。 我这样做只是为了想得到你们的注意，想要你们多看我一眼。我不在乎你们作弄我，欺负我，最重要的是至少你们还有把我放在心中。

我许了一个愿。希望我的朋友有难事，第一个想到的会是我。我希望有这个机会来让我伸出援手，逆铺我的过错。
我也感谢了上天。让我有机会认识我这群好友；在我最无助的时候帮我
在我跌倒的时候扶我
在我遇到困难是为我解决
在我彷徨的时候挺身而出
谢谢大家。
可是在这时候，我最希望的是，要求你再给我多一次机会。因为我真得不能失去像你这样完美的死党。没有人比你跟了解我。如果不是因为有你，我人生一定会觉得空缺。
我知道我伤害了你无数次，不管是有意还是无意。我只想让你知道从头到尾我都没有想过我会伤害到你。
不要不理我， 我会觉得很难受。

Back from 4e1 class chalet!
This tuesday we had class chalet at pasir ris costa sand till today. ( thurs, 19nov)
Had lots of fun wif my class. Throughout tis three days, didnt see zhi jing, zhang di, sanisa...
I am glad tat i can stay overnight!
17nov09
met gladys at toa payoh interchange at 1.30pm.She was late as bus 139 was slow.haha.We even took the wrong train and was late.We are so "road idiot". Then took back again and waste our time. Then met adora at aljunied station and we went there together.When we reach there, we were still one of the earliest.Slowly more ppl came. Was damn p.s cos my backpack was so huge and adora keep saying tat i look lyk a camper and refugee! In the end i made her carry my bag. While waiting for took kee, me, gladys and adora went to the archade. When took kee arrived, we went wif her to put her bag down then found out tat jie wei had arrived too. Then the 5 of us went archade play again. But only me and adora played cos jie wei was busy telling ghost stories to gladys and took kee. At night, louise came. Our teachers also came ( Ms leo, Mr liu, Ms er, Mr ng, Mr concenciao) except for ms lee cos she say she forget le. BBQ until 9plus, me,jie wei, took kee,manfred and clarence went to dunno where must pay $3 to bath. Expensive but the place was luxurious. haha. 10plus came bak to room, we snatch the tv to watch :on the beat" and jie wei was so high abt ZHANG SIR.Its lyk so many ppl came and at nite everybody is snatching for the bed. Then we stay in the room until 2plus, hungry le so went to mac. All the rest slept in the room except for jie wei, took kee, shaun, zhong cheng and wei jie, including me. We eat and chat until lyk 3,4plus.then went to the beach. It was so dark la. And we saw METEOR !!! But too fast so could not make a wish. Then bluff by Chen Hang and all of us were so angry. At the beach also saw musa, khai, chen hang and heriyani. stayed there until 6/7plus then go bak to our room.
18nov09
morning 7plus, i slpet for 1hr.Ate apple pie for breakfast. Then jie wei and took kee went to airport to see hip as hip is going bak Vietnam.(i feel so guilty...) I could not go as my phone and wallet was wif shaun and he went home wif it so the whole day i had nothing until today morning. At the airport, they met wif adora,louise,chalisa and seal. While waiting for them i played psp, watsched tv until sian so went to sleep as the rest went for bowling. slept wif chen hang and gabriel. lol.When they came bak,we went to eat lunch and the food suck. No appetite to eat. After ta went bak to room and we played mahjong. So long nvr play le but i maneged to win some times. haha. then the other groups played poker and uno. And its lyk suddenly, 4e1 bacame a bunch of gamblers. At first, jie wei and took kee wanted to slp. I guess we are too noisy thus they could not slp. Felt so guilty and p.s. Played until dinner time, all of us ate pizza. After tat jie wei went home. All of us were so sad..... Baded farewell to her. After tat most of the ppl went to swim. Meanwhile, me, adora, louise, took kee, zhong cheng and clarence stayed in the room and we took the turns to bath. Whilt took kee was bathing, the rest of us were screaming cos we saw a big fat cockroach in our room. Me and louise were screaming lyk siao. luckily jie wei was not there. haha. Clarence managed to catch the cockroach and he was our hero.I bathed wif adora as i was too timid and while we were in the bathroom, we were laughing lyk mad as something funny happened. After bathing when the rest of ppl came bak, the 6 of us went to ehub.Wanted to catch a midnite movie but only left 2012 and paranoid show. 2012 we watch b4 le then paranoid was scary so didnt watch.So we went to eat supper. Wanted to eat subway but they only take orders for takeaway as it was late. Then change to burger king. it was delicious.After tat went bak to room, played cards,watch tv and the rest played play station. damn scary la. me and adora was hiding lyk siao.Went outside,khai was conducting an experiment. He used fire and wanted to create an explosion.So clever as he managed to do tat.then we walk walk until 3plus.Then i could not stand it anymore so went to slp cos too tired. Woke up at 9plus.
19nov09
Woke up and saw susan. She came and give us souveniers as she going bak to nepal. so sad as she is not coming bak spore le.10.30am, we check out. It was sad as the 3days were so short and i guess in future it will be very difficult to gather the whole 4e1 together le. It was a fun and memorable experiance and i guess i will not forget the short and interesting 3-days.Took mrt wif louise, adora, took kee. We were so tired on the train and all of us were wanting to reach home fast so tat we can go home to slp. louise and adoar alight at eunos and aljunied respectively. Then me and took kee went to lavender to take 133. Luckily took kee think of tat so we reached home lyk half an hr earlier. Reached home slept for 6hrs and felt so refresh!
4e1 is the class tat i will not forget. We shared our happiness, saddness, worry-ness together. We faced all the barrier together and we will not be seperated. Its a once in a lifetime chance tat i have a bunch of best friends tat is willing to endure my stupidness and my all time lame jokes. We will be best friends forever and i hope tat we will remain in contact forever.

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yupee... olevel is finally over yesterday.I m free now:) but free until theres nothing for mi to do. Its lyk juz one day n i find it boring le.lol.Now currently waiting anxiously for my lousy results to come out.Aiyo this few days keep thinking abt how much i may get and the thought of it makes me feel relunctant to go to sch nxt year to collect the result slip.
Planning to find a job so who have any lobang pls tell mi. I may be interested!

Happy Belated Birthday to Took Kee and Gladys^^ (ps i forgot.)

December: going cruise with my counsin and all :)

Going out with my friends but still haven decide where. At first wanted to go Wild Wild Wet but change our mind.

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