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“life will be better in spring”

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How many more days can i live?
Is my life going to end abruptly?
I have no idea.... but it seems to be nearing, isnt it?
What am i going to do if i have only months left? Or even days left?
Am i going to leave this world full of regret or with a broad smile?
Is leaving or staying a better choice?
Is ending the pain a better choice than enduring the pain?
What should i do?

really need a person to confide in.....

你答應送我三個願望
第一個希望你能健康開朗
第二個希望我能更懂體諒
第三個希望我們永遠有話講
其實我不用三個願望
每一天都有感動值得收藏
每一夜天使陪我祈禱仰望
每滴淚都被你的魔法變陽光

Life is not as perfect as what we think...

Got back gp and chinse. (very disheartening!)
Failed both :x

Had napfa 2.4km run today. It was exhausting and it cause me to have a very very bad headache. Not been feeling well the whole day. Luckily i passed, if not i'll start blabbering vulgarities again. My leg is aching like nobody's buiseness now!!!

习惯就好...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to BA BA (6/7) and MA MA(8/7) :)
hehe. their combined birthday cake was delicious wif lots of mango plus chocolate chips inside. yum yum.

Took back maths result only. Was lucky that i could pass this time as i didnt manage my time properly thus 12marks gone as i didnt attempt 2 qns. Plus, after i got back my paper there was alot of serious careles mistake. My pass was lyk really a just pass la. But compared to ca1 i got a 'u' grade. At least now 'd' got improved la. haha. Was exactly 51%. LOL ._.

Didnt get back the rest of the paper but econs, cll and especially geo confirm gg liao. Im prepared to see a fail already. Anyway the exams are over. Only can blame me for last minute studying.

Was punished by geo teacher today to stand outside the classroom cos did not do geo holiday homework. Luckily got quite a number of ppl also. But also very embarrassed sia cos i seldom ( or even never?) been punished by my teachers. IM A GUAI STUDENT!!! Damn p.s la then also very scared when teacher raised her voice. 1hr leh...
dare not to not do her hw again :x

Chinese A'level oral really sucks yesterday. I screwed it....
Argh........ (how i wish time i have a 时光机!)

idiotic shit la.
f*cker.
what did i do wrong again? Everytime is my fault de. idiot sia.
ok fine, my fault can? can can can??? Everything is my fault! Everytime is my fault! Everything i do is wrong! Like that can already? Huh? Feel like hitting someone sia, to vent my anger. But i dun think one is enough ba. wah, just feel lyk blabbering all the vulgarities now...

Feeling fustrated and damn pissed off! I dont think im at fault, at least for this situation!
Idiot.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIE WEI:)

honey, happy birthday!
hope that you will be happy everyday:)
Misses the day we spent together...
The days we laugh, joke, cry, pissed off with each other, lending my homework to you, teaching you maths, you encouraging me, helping me with my sciences, trying to make me eat faster with your "CHEW CHEW CHEW SWALLOW!" theory, how i irritate you, how you tried to change my weaknesses, and many many more.... i have too many happy moments with you already, too many....
I will never forget.
You will always be my best friend forever.
really cant do without you.
the best thing i had in Bartley is to have you (including adora, louise, took kee and gladys) as my very very best friends.

Happy 17th birthday:)
meet up one day, we go celebrate your birthday.
miss you^^

All the best to you, zeahway.


love you,
shi ting

should i be happy? SA1 is finally over but why am i so sad?
Econs- never study finish monopoly
GP- forget how to write topic sentence
Math- no time to finish, directly 12marks gone
Geo- didnt study properly, almost whole paper duno how to do. directly 25marks gone.

Today finally finish last paper, the DEADLY GEOGRAPHY. whole paper was 1hr30mins but i mange to finish within 30mins cos almost everything i duno how to do and all leave blanks. 25marks gone. Fail already. Finish too fast then i scared teacher in charge will noe so i decided to redo the second page on another piece of fullscap cos if not evverybody hand in alot of page i only 1 page. quite retarded. After redoin still got damn long time left so took another peice of fulscap to write this:

mass movement happens when there is an earthquake or whatever shit.
mass movement i really dont know sia. Pls dont ask me leh.
LOL. still must pretand to write cos everyone is like writing.
why didnt i study mass movement?
regret + regret = VERY REGRET
fuck.
omg. I am really a POTENTIAL RETAINER sia.
oh my. oh my.
why didnt i study yesterday?
Plls god, at least let me have 30% so that i will not retain and see the v.p
what the heck is mass movement?
what's wif all the mudflow, rockfall and rotational slide?
idiot me....
i am an idiot piece of SHIT.
OR.... am i not worth to be even a shit?
so what am i ?


Haiz. Tmr no sch.
Tmr.......... 2JULY is an important day for my HONEY:)


I'll get used to it. I'll really get used to it.
I admit that my pretanses really arent good enough.
Please give me one more second.