傻和蠢的距离

Had another lifeless day, AGAIN.
Really feel lyk goin out.Later goin to the new shopping mall @Farrer Park wif my mum while my sis go to learn Pipa which was nearby. From tomoro till wed, my sis is having camp and juz nice tis three days, my parents are also working.Thus, i guess i will be spending the days ALONE!

To ****** :
不要再用花言巧语来骗我，被你偏第一次的时候，我一经受到教训了。所以让我来告诉你我这次不会那么蠢的。我第一次是傻。因为有人告诉过我 “傻和蠢只有一线之差”。

Why are all the things happening around me? Im really scared and fustrated about it. I seems to be alone in tis world, no one around me, only me, myself. How i wish some one could come and save me. No one seems to understand me, or maybe me, myself dont even noe who i am, what i want... So whats the point of living in such pathetic life. Who shd i trust? Who is the friend tat i trust most or shd i say who noes me the best? I think there is none. All i could do is make them feel irritated and fustrating. I guess i shall not bother them unless i m really desperated.